I started my life dreamind of what I exactlly want to happen in my life. I guess one word that can obviously describe me im AMBITIOUS and i am proud to say I am Ambitious!
Part of my growing as person I have learned that i should never deal with something less for my self. I should strive hard to reach for my goal of what is best for me to satisfy my wants and satisfy my views with the total balance of life.
People commonly misunderstood me for being this person that does not situate with what is ok for everybody, and i guess that what makes me unique from everybody else because there are things in this world that I can see far from what others can simply see on it!
Now that im 20 and heading towards a journey of life I want cotinually deal with what is best for me ,my family, and my friends. I will be deal ing with my best description of how life should be
" A Perfect balance of lifestyle"
one should work and have fun at the end of the day
In this journey of my life I never exclude failing because there was one thing that I best had when i fall and that is the LEARNING.
- Caren Vicente
street lights
Running after you„ wishing for you and dealing with the efforts to let you go was a long journey for me …
Now at this point of my journey…Im so tired already of waiting for you … you kept on telling me you still love me…but how long will you keep me waiting? A lifetime?
When I had you I was sure to share the life I have or be in the kind of life you have…but now I realize you were not ready to do the same thing for me
When I wanted to keep my world to myself .,..You told me you want to be in that world along the way Ive let you..But you just took a sight of that life, left a mark then leave …
when I had the whole world telling me you weren’t all worth it… Your boast your the biggest a-hole
I said you weren’t and i still stand by that fact
In your strong physique and wind blowing attitude
there was a soft heart that wants to be take cared of and a big heart to love and be the knight of a dying heart…
Ive said goodbye for 2 consecutive time because I chose to stand to which was right …
The first one I did it because I cant handle the pressure everybody was giving me….and there was someone else hurt ..so I chose you to go… but after a week… I cant stand it so I had you back
The second time… that was the most painful choice that i had … you started not to be there and finally went away… i Can’t find you to the same spot where you told me where to always stand … Ive waited and waited and waited but your never went back
After a while I was ok so ok that I was starting to forget you the feeling and even the picture of your face…then you were there again …
like a a magic spell you opened my heart again … ive tried to stop it by pleading for you not to say a word yet you said again….
My whole took a U turn and found you again in my life
ive asked my self do i still love you? i tried to know first the reason why you left.. and you gave me the reason IT WAS MY CHOICE and YOU WANTED TO STAND for what was RIGHT…It rolled my whole world up side down but I hid the feelings that was hurting and I said everything was fine…you asked me If i still love you and I never gave a word i just said lets talk some other time…When the line drop my eyes were filled with tears and my heart was pounding like it want to burst out of my chest… I tried to find my way up I said I cant be like this….I was ok…. I can manage my everyday life but when something reminded me off you my mind flies and i can still feel every inch of you in me..
I want to be there at overview…but I can’t coz im afraid that the more i see you the more i would realize that i can no longer go up and find my way back of not wanting you …
by present situation I know you cant want me because she’s there
Now i just want to be free to be a prisoner of that love…
I cant wait forever..I cant wait for a life time
I cant wait anymore..I have to move on I have to go .. I have to live a life„, find a right love and for the right man who can stand for me…
He might not be here right now but somewhere along the road that person and I will meet…
Now the street lights are dim for us… its time for me to leave and i hope when the street light are turned off Im at the end of the road happily facing a new day 
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Was it worth it ?
I was asking myself, why did I end up with this kind of this decision though I know that in the silence of the night when only me and him was awake I was happy and I was at peace, that I don’t have to think about anything else except US .
I stated reasons but were the reasons was really worth it – was this other people worth it, when him was worth it? Was the freedom from all the lie of our world enough to let him go? I’m asking but then again I can’t find the answers. Some say it was too fast, some say it was all just a joke , a fun and a mischief… but then again … it’s not a mischief.
The feeling was too fast, but it’s not the matter of time we were taking, it’s all about the mutual feeling we had in the shadows of all the lies that we have to make, just to make it possible.
He said , he wasn’t worth it! He said he was non-sense !, He said he is a monster! He said he was a dumb bastard! He is the worst person I could possibly have! And that he doesn’t deserve to be loved?
Here’s what I say :
Ø If you’re not worth it – why is my heart and soul drown in tears ?
Ø If you’re non-sense – how was it that you fill up the lost pieces of my heart ?
Ø If you we’re a monster - how come I see all the goodness of you regardless of the facts you said?
Ø If you were a dumb bastard- how come you can appreciate and value life?
Ø If you were the worst person I can have- How come even in the midst of dawn and sunrise , we always wish to be together?
Ø If you don’t deserve to be loved- your telling me now that you are stupid! You being a person is enough to be loved, you don’t see the goodness of your heart but that beast you portray is the knight that is all worth it to be loved.
I’m now counting the days and nights, I feel so far from you. Counting every second and every minute that I miss you , Counting every second, every minute and every hour that past and wished I never said it…
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Kilig siya. Hahaha. :))
Oh really? Hmm… I wonder.
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I ran Naked with a Homo***** because Im sexy as Hell :)
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Sagada, Mountain Province. Summer 2008
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results of my psycho test
You love the crowd… a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not… You hide your emotions… Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. You search for love… you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” You appreciate simple things in life… You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect. You’re a stubborn sweetheart… You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble. You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them. You love actions… with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.
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